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( 2 . I never meant to be your big mistake ) ... [11 Aug 2004|09:19pm] mint tea makes my heart happy.

( 1 . I never meant to be your big mistake ) [11 Aug 2004|05:45pm] Namaste I honor the place in you in which the entire universe dwells. I honor the place in you which is of love, of truth, of light, and of peace. When you are in that place in you, and I am in that place in me, we are one

( 5 . I never meant to be your big mistake ) life. [09 Aug 2004|09:46pm] --> Lynzey is awesome. I love her. Things are great. --> School is fun, but homework is killing me. --> I have to read The Red Badge of Courage again, and that makes me sad. --> I would tell this to my teacher, that I have read that book before, but she is scary. and that is all I have time for at the moment.

( 1 . I never meant to be your big mistake ) [02 Aug 2004|07:20am] aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! I'm gonna be at school in like 5minutes *faint*

( 2 . I never meant to be your big mistake ) new layout. [30 Jul 2004|05:22pm] pictures compliment of "toothpaste for dinner.com"

( 1 . I never meant to be your big mistake ) kitties! [29 Jul 2004|02:04pm] awww. I just had to do this. ( my kitties ) the first one is casper, who is MY kitty. Then there is tigger, dad's cat. = D

( 1 . I never meant to be your big mistake ) [29 Jul 2004|12:00pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | van halen and nirvana ^^ ] So, weird stuff, last night I had the most political and deep discussion ever.. with my parents! We talked about president bush, abortion, stem cell research, gay marriage (roar to their opinions ><), gay rights, womens rights, and religion. It was crazy. It was fun though. I liked it alot. ^^ funny how much you can learn about your parents through such a political discussion.

( 4 . I never meant to be your big mistake ) *Cries* [28 Jul 2004|01:26pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | smells like teen spirit - nirvana ] I'm just.. so.. happy. I've been trying for, like, ever to download "smells like teen spirit" by Nirvana... and every single frekkin time it always does "more sources needed for download" I mean, I downloaded everysingleone that pops up in the search. I did everything multiple times. And it finally downloaded today. *tear* YAY. LoL yay for mood swings, too, right max?

( 4 . I never meant to be your big mistake ) [26 Jul 2004|01:29pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | my mom is blasting ashlee simpson through the house > ] *cry* I'm bored. And dressed All ready to go somewhere. SOMEONE SAVE ME!

( 1 . I never meant to be your big mistake ) here is my interesting and philosophical logic of the day.. [25 Jul 2004|09:47pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | this guitar thing tim made ] I was talking to Lynzey this morning and she told me to think of something interesting and philosophical to say to her. So, this is what came out.. "I was thinking about Borders and I just found it funny that the word (although not correctly spelt) 'bored' is in there because normally, I go there when I am bored. So its like, the place for bored people to go" and she says "yeah like if you surf, you are a surfer so if you are bored you are a boreder?" and I go "Exactly! So technically that store was MADE for us! The store for bored people!" Yep. Ain't that special.

(mistake ) awww [25 Jul 2004|07:31pm] [ mood | happy ] Maricela brought me candles. She is so sweet. I <3 you Maricela.

( 3 . I never meant to be your big mistake ) haha. [23 Jul 2004|09:57am] only us, Ash. from the stars x: I wonder why funny is spelt wit two n's and not one... hmmm. Ashley: 'cause then wouldn't it be pronounced like "fyoo-ny?" from the stars x: well thats what I was thinkin, but does the sound of the u change? from the stars x: I think the sound of a U is always the same unless its with an O or osmething from the stars x: something* Ashley: uhhh Ashley: I wouldn't know Ashley: or remember from the stars x: lol

( 2 . I never meant to be your big mistake ) I read this on someone's profile and found it rather amusing.. [22 Jul 2004|08:37pm] "my heart is broken.. but I have some glue?" lol. I update too much. I think I need a life.

(mistake ) *sigh* [22 Jul 2004|07:43pm] [ mood | sick and tired ] I feel sick. And tired. And I have a badass headache. Rawr.

( 2 . I never meant to be your big mistake ) wee [22 Jul 2004|11:51am] [ mood | excited ] I am actually excited about this school year. I dunno how many SHS kids read this but if we have any same classes, tell me! 1: Geometry - Amador 2: Drawing/Painting - (staff) 3: English 3 CP - Lingofelt 4: US History - Groeling 5: French 1 - Lewycky 6: Chorus - (staff)

( 2 . I never meant to be your big mistake ) *retarded* [21 Jul 2004|04:59pm] I can't believe I didn't post these. ( WARNING: Some serious sexyness behind this )

(mistake ) the harlot and the nun [21 Jul 2004|03:35pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | vindicated - dashboard confessional ] (I know I know, gettin tired of all the lyrics, poems, and whatnot? well, kiss my ass. this is my journal. besides, I think you might enjoy this) Two figures lay in the morgue, Dragged from the river deep: A harlot was one, the other a nun, Wrapped in endless sleep, With a cake of ice at their shoulders, And nobody there to weep. The features were much distorted, Only the clothes could name, Which was the nun, and the other one The woman lost to shame; But the clothes were taken away, When the coroners's deputy came. And somehow their garments were mixed, And thus when identified, The fallen one became the nun, And she was sanctified; And the holy sister was buried alone As though her shame to hide. The woman of shame lies honored, In Calvary's holy ground, While Sister Celeste always will rest 'Till the very last trumpets sound, As ninteen hundred and eight, In a city's nameless mound. So only the Master knows them From the records of the mind; "Judge not," He said, "the quick nor dead Lest ye be judged in kind;" For women's woes are many, And the human eyes are blind.

(mistake ) "hard love" by bob franke [19 Jul 2004|09:18pm] [ mood | happy ] these aren't the full lyrics, but my favorite parts of the song... it was hard love, every step of the way hard to be so close to you, so hard to turn away and when all the stars and sentimental songs dissolved today, there was nothing left to sing about but hard love so I loved you for your courage and your gentle sense of shame, and I loved you for your laughter and your language and your name, and I knew it was impossible, but I loved you just the same Though the only love I gave to you was hard love it was hard love, it was hard on you I know, when the only love I gave to you was love I couldn't show. You forgave the heart that loved youas your lover turned to go, leaving nothing but the memory of hard love so I'm standing in this phone booth with a dollar and a dime wondering what to say to you to ease your troubled mind for the Lord's cross might redeem us, but our own just wastes our time and to tell the two apart is always hard, love so I'll tell you that I love you even though I'm far away and I'll tell you how you change me as I love from day to day how you help me to accept myself and I wont forget to say love is never wated, even when its hard love yes its hard love, but its love all the same not the stuff of fantasy, bur more than just a game and the only kind of miracle thats worthy of the name for the love that heals our lives is mostly hard love

( 4 . I never meant to be your big mistake ) I hope this doesn't get mangled. [19 Jul 2004|07:17pm] interview with a stepfather. from the book "hard love" by ellen wittlinger.   boy:         So, you'd like to interview for the job of stepfather? step:               Well, I will if I have to. I sure would like to marry your mother. boy:         And I'd sure like to know your qualifications for the job, if I may. step:               I didn't think I needed any qualifications. I mean, the rela job is being a husband to your                  mother, isn't it? This stepfather thing just happens. I didn't think I'd have to do anything. boy:         You don't have to, however, doing nothing would make you indistinguishable from my                  real father. Surely you don't want that to happen. step:              Oh, certainly not. I'm glad you told me. Well, if he doesn't do anything, I guess that means                  I'll have to do alot. What kinds of things should I do, though? Take you to baseball games?                  Toss the old football around the yard? You like to go fishing? boy:         God, no. How about if you help me pull a few tricks on mom? Maybe we could put some                  plastic cockroaches in her bed, or fill her shampoo bottle with maple syrup, or donate all                  her shoes to the Salvation Army? I think it would help us bond. step:              What! I would never do that to your mother! Whats the matter with you, boy? boy:         I guess I just need a firm but loving hand. step:              You do, young fella, and I'll be there to give it to you. boy:         I'm sure you will. I'm sure you gave it to your own son, didn't you? step:              My son? Well I don't see the boy too often. Lives in another state, you know. boy:         State of confusion? step:              Huh? boy:         Lets continue with the interview: are you aware that when my beloved mother snores, it                  measures six point two on the Richter scale? And did you know that when the cat bit her,                  she bit him back? step:              Stop it, boy. You're lying. You don't deserve to have such a wonderful mother, if you don't                  mind my saying so. boy:         Don't mind in the least. I'd even agree with you. She, however, does deserve me. After all,                  that wonderful mother raised me, didn't she? Molded me into the great guy I am today.                  What you see before you is the result of her hard work. step:              You know what I think? I think you must be just like your dad. Its not your mothers fault                  you're so rotten -- its that lousy father of yours. boy:         Sir, I t hink you hit the nail on the head. I'm a reproduction of the old bore: selfish and full                  of shit. The prize for your insightfulness is the hand of my mother. Long may it wave. step:              Get lost, kid. We don't need your kind 'round here. boy:         My feelings exactly.

(mistake ) lmfao. california. [19 Jul 2004|02:04pm] [ mood | tired ] go to google.com, type in "you know you're in (insert your state here) when.." then copy and paste your answers into your journal. You know you're in California when...... 1. Your coworker has 8 body piercings and none are visible. 2. You make over $300,000 and still can't afford a house. 3. You take a bus and are shocked at two people carrying on a conversation in English. 4. Your child's 3rd-grade teacher has purple hair, a nose ring, and is named Breeze. 5. You can't remember...is pot illegal? 6. You've been to a baby shower that has two mothers and a sperm donor. 7. You have a very strong opinion about where your coffee beans are grown and can taste the difference between Sumatran and Ethiopian. 8. You know which restaurant serve the freshest arugula. 9. You can't remember.....is pot illegal? 10. A really great parking space can totally move you to tears. 11. A low speed police pursuit will interrupt ANY TV broadcast. 12. Gas costs $1.00 per gallon more than anywhere else in the U.S. 13. A man gets on the bus in full leather regalia and crotchless chaps. You don't even notice. 14. Unlike back home, the guy at 8:30 am at Starbucks wearing the baseball cap and sunglasses who looks like George Clooney IS George Clooney. 15. Your car insurance costs as much as your house payment. 16. Your hairdresser is straight, your plumber is gay, the woman who delivers your mail is into S &M, and your Mary Kay rep is a guy in drag. 17. You! can't remember...is pot illegal? 18. It's barely sprinkling rain and there's a report on every news station about "STORM WATCH 2003." 19. You have to leave the big company meeting early because Billy Banks himself is teaching the 4:00 PM Tae Bo class. 20. You pass an elementary school playground and the children are all busy with their cell phones or pagers. 21. It's barely sprinkling rain outside, so you leave for work an hour early to avoid all the weather-related accidents. 22. Hey!!!! Is Pot Illegal???? 23. Both you AND your dog have therapists.

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